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|Saturday, October 8th, 2005|
|Wednesday, June 15th, 2005|
hey..is this community still alive?i hope so.... wanna see ribbbiiiees
|Monday, May 23rd, 2005|
i just joined this community, so thought i should post to say hi.
the guilt in writing in here is incredible; i have not yet admitted to myself that i've given up on recovery.
i make like i have, like this is it, but deep down i think i'm still telling myself there's hope.
hope of recovering. but if i'm really honest with myself, i've given up.
this is me.
i don't want anorexia to define me, but at the same time i don't know what else can.
i just want to be perfect, you know? is this really so much to ask?
take care, lovelies.
|Wednesday, May 4th, 2005|
now! We are a new community for any eating disorder, and are in need of new members!
|Thursday, April 7th, 2005|
I was searching the net for famous Ana's when I came a cross Michaela and Samantha Kendall, it say's that Michaela died of Anorexia but some sites say Samantha died from Anorexia and some say she OD. Does any one know the truth? or any more about these twins as I'm very intrested in them.
|Tuesday, March 8th, 2005|
disclaimer: I apologize in advance for crossposting, but every bit of help is seriously appriciated.
Hi there, I'm new to the community and I thought I would post here, seeing as many of you are probably the only ones I feel I can turn to about this
I need to lose weight. And seriously. Everyday I look in the mirror and am completely disgusted with myself and I tell myself "Okay. Today, I will be strong. Today I can control myself. Today I'll fast" but the same thing always happens. I'll give in and tell myself, okay, just one meal.
Soon I eat another meal and I fell completely disgusted with myself. And the next day it happens again.
(Un)fortunately for me, I have an unusually strong stomach so I can handle certain types of food without throwing up. If you drink, this is a plus, but when it comes to purging---I find myself unable to. I've tried so many times to throw up and have failed each time. Maybe I'm doing it wrong?
Please, I hate my body right now. If anybody has any tips to help me out, it would be much appriciated. And also, how to go about a semi-long term fast (a few days or so.) I'm not really new at this, just bad at it, and I'm willing to try so hard.
Thanks in advance
|Friday, February 25th, 2005|
|Wednesday, February 16th, 2005|
hey i'm new
hey i'm new here. i guess i'll do a casual intro with stats. My name is Danielle, but i go by Dani. I'm 18 and i live in Cincinnati,Ohio and i've had my eating disorder for about 8 years. I am an anorexic who has had recent episodes with purging since i came home from being in the treatment center for 2 months.
HW: 114 (upon returning from treatment )
Short-term goal weight: 100
Long-term goal weight: 90-95 Current Mood: determined
|Thursday, December 30th, 2004|
|Sunday, December 12th, 2004|
i heard there is a substance that can make you throw up.... does anyone have any idea as to what it is and how i can get it?
|Sunday, November 21st, 2004|
|Wednesday, October 27th, 2004|
|Thursday, October 14th, 2004|
|Friday, July 2nd, 2004|
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Had a strange couple of days. Always eat a bit when I'm ill because I just feel like I have ZERO energy and therefore need a little bit to keep me going. Hard to stomach when you are used to black coffee, and then a little dinner once a day about 7pm, but hey, apart from the fat gut and the fear and self loathing, it was fine [/sarcasm].
The worst bit about being ill is exercise. I find it so hard, whereas normally I need it more than anything else. Still got my fat arse on my bike and pedalled away but you know what it's like - unless you do your normal target, or better when you exceed it, then it's not good enough. That little voice talls you that you're a stupid lazy selfish cow for worrying about fainting in front of your family if you'd gone on, and how you should have burned that other 150 cals away anyway - especially as you ate in the day. Small flapjack and some rice cakes. Fuck me, I feel revolted at the mere thought of it.( Want me to link you? Click hereCollapse )
|Wednesday, June 30th, 2004|
|Friday, June 25th, 2004|
Hello to all
Bleurgh so here I am again, more mutterings. Had quite a good day yesterday - still managed to work off more than I ate so am chuffed with that. One of my friends has been making comments like 'ooh you look even skinnier than ever' which on one hand... delights me I guess, but on the other is also worrying because she knows that I 'used' to have food issues. That was always my way of coping, of why I am small - was to tell people I used to be anorexic or bulimic, and they would then not tease me about my weight nor even hardly dare to mention it because the situation made them feel uncomfortable. Works a charm. You can get away with some of your habits too without people taking the piss. Like when I do eat I hate for the spoon or fork to touch my lips. It makes me feel sick. I have to kind of scrape the food off with my front teeth.( Want me to link you? Click hereCollapse )
100x35 banners preferred. I will also help out with website designs, logos, icons etc if anyone needs me too.
Want to fast today. Still pondering whether to go the coffee or the tea route. Coffee will likely win out although am slightly concerned about the possibility of Stacker2+caffeine=me-up-@-5am-with-no-sl
eep. Still, should be okay so long as I don't go overboard. It's nice to see my bones again. Collarbones are great. also my pelvis showing through is pretty wicked. It makes me happy. I have to be careful though, my man HATES it when he can see the back of my ribcage and it's quite prominent at the moment. So I'm being careful to not advertise that fact, know what I mean?
Ugh, so anyways after MK Olsen finally admitted to having something in common with all of us, I made a picture gallery of the twins. ( HERECollapse )
|Sunday, June 20th, 2004|
|Thursday, June 10th, 2004|
Please post up your history.
I thought it might be nice if we posted up our histories of how we came to be where we are now. It might just be interesting to see how much common ground most of us have. Please post these details either in a new message if you are a member of ANA ANGELS
- or else pop it in the free-for-all BUDDY LIST
Do you have a GENETIC PREDISPOSITION? Do ED's run in your family?
Did you have a stereotypical 'anorexic family' growing up? That is negative, where parents were interfering and overprotective and where expectations were unusually high to achieve and succeed? Did you avoid conflict with your family? One parent overbearing while the other was quite passive? Family rules so strong it was difficult to express your individuality?
Were you subjected to abuse - whether of a sexual, physical or emotional nature?
Did your ED start due to adolescent crisis?Were you stopped from taking risks at this age and was your homelife unstable at this time?
Did it start out as a desire to conform to the social desire to be slim?
Was it a part of searching for autonomy?
Did you inherit low self esteem from parents who feel that way about themselves?
Did it start around the time of a period of separation or loss?
Just thought it would be nice to share. I fall into almost every category and it's actually of some kind of comfort to know I'm just a textbook anorexic as opposed to being the freak I always felt like growing up. The person is inside my head, that is me. But 'the body' I am trapped in just makes me sick.
|Sunday, May 2nd, 2004|
hey all...i just joined..so i thought id say hi. i am bulimic, have been for years and years..i have been in treatment like 8 different times and i know that its not for me..and never will be. i thought id post some pics for yas too...maybe r rated so beware...
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|Monday, April 12th, 2004|
I am so very excited all of my pants are too big.. it rules.. So I ordered like three really cute belts from http://www.vicioustaco.com/
I also got the coolest stickers there... thought I would spread the word about.. since most of you pants are most likely falling down..lol.. I got the dork one and also the pink star.. i am debating on what band I might pick.. i do defintly like the Mrs. Justin timberlake... anyway they are cute.. and cheaper then buying new clothing everytime my pants fall down... cause I am broke and need to make them last as long as possible...
anyway if anyone else knows of good sites to get belts and cute girly stuff cheap let me know..http://www.vicioustaco.com/
also if anyone wants any cool ed icons cntact me they are my new fun thing to do...
also also i am starting a fast today wanna join me???
also again i need to know how to cook fish and what is a way I can make them without being to fishy tasteing??